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Slamming Doors Meaningless Tears Unprovoked Sorrow
And the world’s still spinning. I’m standing at an angle Rooted by gravity, I guess Keeping me from falling To the bottom of the atmosphere Or is it really the top?
Pouring Rain Shrieking Thunder Lightning Bombs
And my heart’s still beating. An involuntary act But unarguably necessary to life It’s keeping me alive simply By following a pounding rhythm Or does it even have a sound?
Artificial Lights Unwanted Sleep Soothing Music
And I’

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WordlessCarry me home For the reason
Laugh with me For the cause
Cry for me For the sake of emotion
Put your foot down For the education

I’m done filling in the blanks for you, it’s your turn.
Pick your jaw up off the floor For the _______ Wordless
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The Dreaded WordCan you hear my heart beating?     Because I can hear yours
Can you see my lips moving?                Because that’s all I ever see of you
    Can you taste my tears?          Of course not  (you can’t                         if they don’t ever fall)
Love,         The Dreaded Word
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-Can you- _ -It's a- dealTread Carefully   Cry to the Moon   Don’t
Let    Those    Tears    Ruin your (goddamned) day
It’s not all that bad    (stop being so stupid)    Your life is better than you think    (so much better than you

know)
[wouldn’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings]
Of course.
Un-dateable wretch   Ugly witch    Unbearable personality
(What the hell’s wrong now?)   You’r -Can you- _ -It's a- deal
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S_C0: The New ControlThe New Control (An intro to the revolution) History has spoken to us throughout the ages; how seriously we choose to take it hangs only on our shoulders. History has screamed, pleaded, gotten down onto its non-existent knees and begged for us to listen. We would not listen. History has whispered its tales to be drowned out by the murmur of our homes. We have strained our deaf ears, and prayed that it would repeat the tale of which it spoke. It would not repeat its words; instead, it repeated itself, so that it could teach its lesson over.
We have learned to listen, as S_C0: The New Control
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Pointless Perhaps...

Sat Nov 14, 2009, 6:15 PM

...because I haven't posted anything, journal or deviation, in such a long time.
BUT I'm leaving home in about 48 hours for good. I mean, I'll be able to visit from time to time, but I will never live in this house again, because I'm leaving for Air Force Basic Military Training. So this is at least the next 4 years of my life. Right now, I think it might turn into a life-time thing because I can really see myself in the military. The ideal plan right now would be to have fun for a few years, then get into the Air Force Academy prep school, then the actual AFA, become an officer.... but we'll see. Take it one step at a time, right?

So, yeah, you won't see anything from me for at least 2 months. Not that you probably would've even if I wasn't leaving, but I have no technology access for 8 and a half weeks. :/

So bye, and wish me well!

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